Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Twiddling my thumbs

Well, not really. I'm actually really excited about tomorrow's retrieval -- maybe too excited. I've been trying really hard to stay on an even keel this week, and every time I swing too far one way or the other (particularly towards the positive) I start to get worried. It's the whole jinx thing.

Anyway, today has been full of fun work hijinks. My boss is in town from the East Coast (of course -- had to be this week), and we're going to dinner tonight. She knows I'm having some sort of "procedure" tomorrow, but the whole thing is a little awkward. Also awkward has been telling my team that I'll be out -- I think I'm usually a pretty cool boss, but I feel like I'm pulling the whole "personal life is none of your business" card. I'm probably not coming across that way, but you know how when you're going through something you assume that everyone notices every little thing, even though they have their own lives and haven't given it a second thought? That's me today.

And finally, my ta-tas are totally out of control. As much as I'd love to be pregnant in two weeks, I'm a little terrified about what that might mean for my poor, sore, already DD-sized girls. At least they're balanced out by my fleshy bruisy tummy.

Is this what they mean by hourglass figure?

11 comments:

c by the sea said...

good luck with the retrieval tomorrow! sending good ju ju your way!

Nic said...

Hope all goes well ~ICLW

Flower said...

Praying that your ET goes well tomorrow.

Carrie said...

I love the Body by IVF: bruised, swollen, red and cranky. Enjoy the girls--hopefully they won't get too much bigger!

So excited for your ER! Stock up on movies...or SFU.

Hugs,
Carrie

Peachysurro said...

Love the TaTas remark- and feel your concern!
Wishing you a basket full of beautiful eggies tomorrow!!!!

mrsmoore08 said...

Good luck tomorrow!!

Missy said...

Good luck!

Emily said...

Thinking of you!!! GL, GL, GL!

Ashley said...

I hope the ER goes well tomorrow.

And just to warn you, I started out at a DD and now I'm up to a G, and I fear still growing :/

ICLW

iambrowneyedgirl said...

Good luck tomorrow!

And I second Ashley's comment about the gigantic boobs. I started as an F and even my hubby can't believe how much bigger they have gotten. Good times!

ICLW

buildingthenest said...

I can relate to telling people you will be out, at work, and not wanting them to ask any questions. Given I have been out every morning this week, I think I am raising some eyebrows. Not to mention the bruises/track marks on my arms ...
I am cracking up because I just wrote a post about how my boobs are killing me, I swear they grew over night. LOL I hope all goes well today.